Everything's just so fucking confusing now.. it's like I don't know what I want anymore, I don't even know who I am..
Well, it's not that bad.. but I guess I just have a lot on my mind recently and it's hard, it's pretty stressful. I know I've been pissing him off too and I hate it, I hate the way I act towards him but.. I dunno I just can't help it ( Read more... )

Alright so last night was pretty fun.. I wasn't as drunk as I wish I was, but oh well... my fucking booze spilt, a cup full.. and Mitch and Barber still decided to finish off the 26er so I had to drink beer, whatever. I watched Rejected Cartoons though.. fuck I love that thing so much. Nothin too special happened, but it was an okay night ( Read more... )

okay so im only doing this because im still drunbk and wanna read this i guess.. well iunno im drunk so i might as well talk to someone.. which is no one. i wish i could talk to someone. well im gonNA cqall mitch good enough ... haha jokes. i wanna see Stef she now lives in Hamiltonm sweet i have a friend! finally im not a loser. anyways im gonna ( Read more... )

I'M DONE HIGHSCHOOL  !!

what a great fucking feeling, holy smokes. I guess I'm not gonna lie, I will miss it. I'm really looking forward to college though.
Fuck.. I'm growing up. Someone save me...

10 days until my best friend moves to the same town as me.
this has never happened before.
..i'm so fucking excited.

kay, the movie Grandma's Boy is so fucking funny, I'm going to watch it again today. I hung out with Mitch yesterday and it was alright, better than usual. We bicker, its kinda funny, but not. We rented the movie and got munchies and ( Read more... )

i had my religion exam today, it went well. i studied for it so i guess it pays off in the end. i thought i would still do really bad but Agro's review was pretty much the exam, so i got lucky i suppose lol. things have been a bit better. every day i learn some more.. whether its from other people, or about myself. im learning to stand up and walk ( Read more... )

i miss the way things used to be.. the way he looked at me and i knew he loved me. the way we were always happy and there for each other. people change so easily and it can hurt a lot. but it hurts even more when you know the full potential of this person, but they have never listened to you. then someone comes along and is like an angel and makes ( Read more... )

okay so its been.. i'm not too sure when the last time i used this was.. but i dont fuckin know, i guess i just need something to do. okay so i deleted everyone off this so that people can't read it unless they stumble upon it somehow, but chances are they wont know me.. (hopefully). so um, i'm not exactly sure what i was plannning on writing in ( Read more... )

fuck man, keep forgetting about this thing. anyways. whats new... not ( Read more... )

k so like i never write in here haha. but yeah, whats new? umm. went to ( Read more... )