I barely use this thing anymore, which is kinda sad seeing as I've had ( Read more... )

- incredible lyrics.

_Nine Inch Nails_with teeth_

-- hiding in the crowd i'm all alone
-- no ones heard a single word i've said, they don't sound this good outside my head.
-- why do you get all the love in the world?
-- all the jagged edges disappear. colors all look brighter when you're near.
[all the love in the world]

-- i had to ( Read more... )

Life is changing more and more each day. Things get harder, and easier ( Read more... )

seeing reality never felt so good.
"moving on is easier when i am around you"
finding happiness = goal of my life

i feel like my life is slowly ending. im always sick and i dont stop crying. ive never hated myself so fucking much. hes all i want, i cant fucking go on without him. this is officially the worst feeling in the world.

Im so fucking confused. None of this shit makes sence. I finally think in my head that I can make it without him, but then I spend a little time with him and I realize I cant. I start to think that I have another chance, because of the way he acts around me, and the way he makes it seem.. but its all fucking false hope and I cant fucking stand it ( Read more... )

I finally know what I want.. what I really want. But I know its too late. I fucked up royally. Why did I have to do that? I know I fucking hurt him, and thinking about it makes me feel dead. I cant stop crying. I've even cried at school, which I never can do. Even with all my friends around.. usually they'd completely take my mind off things and I ( Read more... )

Seems like things are getting better. But I dunno, its always up and ( Read more... )

This is a violation..

So this is what they call
Another endless night
So tired of believing
If this is wrong or right
I think this cause is lost
I wish that I could sleep
I feel like some kind of shadow
Another slave to the weak
Imagine if we lived
Under the weather
We would never be found
Never discovered
If everything goes wrong
If it's one more endless night
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Friday night was fucked up, lets just say that. Everyone was drunk and we saw the wrong people and I said the wrong things. I know its my fault but Im gonna deal with it. I just wish it all didnt happen because I ruined Tyler's night whether he admits that or not. But I dunno. I guess I just have to start dealing with my own problems because it ( Read more... )