I dont fucking understand this. I try to make everyone happy, but now I ( Read more... )

Okay so I havent used this thing in like a month. And yeah, I guess a lot has happened. Well, school sucks. Im soo behind in everything and I just have no desire to do anything. I skip all the time and just do shit all. Whatever. Daniela and I are okay now. Every once in a while we have arguments and shit and yeah it really pisses me off, but Im ( Read more... )

ahh.. feel like shit. once again
fuck it.

YOU
(1) Your gender: female. (the better one:P)
(2) Straight/gay/bi?: striaght
(3) Single?: nope
(4) Want to be?: lol nope.
(5) Your birth day: August 19.. write that down!
(6) Age you act: pfft... 4? haha. its funny cuz its true.
(7) Age you wish you were: 4.
(8) Your height: like.. 5'5
(9) The color of your eyes: greeny bluey grey.
(10) Happy with ( Read more... )

So things are getting better.. not so alone anymore. But I know for a ( Read more... )

Okay. I have never felt so fucking ALONE in my whole life. Tylers gone.. I dont know what the fuck is going to happen to us, because all I ever fucking do is make stupid mistakes and fuck everything up. I dont want to hurt him anymore but I cant be without him it fucking tears my heart up. Saying goodbye was just so fucking hard to deal with, and ( Read more... )

So I fucked up and Im a retard. Many regrets. But theres one thing that can always keep me happy and that, folks, is love itself.

Your hazel green tint eyes watching every move I make.
And that feeling of doubt, it's erased.
I'll never feel alone again with you by my side.
You're the one, and in you I confide.
And we have gone through good ( Read more... )

Okay so.. wow. The weather is soo good.. holy motherfuck. I have been ( Read more... )

Alright so I havent written in this thing for a longg time lol. Lots has happened. Okay, I didnt go to Mudvayne or Taking Back Sunday which sucked but I saved myself some money lol. Formal was amazing, such good times and people and what not. Got fucking retarded. Its so much to type so read about it below, lol. Saturday after formal was super fun ( Read more... )

yay good stuff.
1. not grounded
2. going to formal!
3. very happy :)

bad stuff.
1. cant go to mudvayne (rrgg!)
2. frustrated. lol

Anywho.. the weekend was alright. I worked every day.. Friday night, and Saturday and Sunday morning. But on Sat. night I went to Mitch & Caleb's with Tyler and got really high and they were hammered and it was probably one ( Read more... )