I imagined so much about you.
I really, really enjoyed your company.
You blew my mind when you actually wanted to get to know me. I thought you were kidding. I thought it was a joke.
You actually talked to me.
You spent your time wanting to get to know me.
It was the most amazing thing.

My heart is broken because I messed that up.

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Insanity:
a. Extreme foolishness; folly.

b. Something that is extremely foolish

I’m super insane.
For thinking, for imagining, once again, that he would be any different.
For seriously thinking that he would want me back.

Actually thinking that I could charm him into liking me.

Seriously.

Insanity.

I’m beginning to hate myself.
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Well, the facts are in on the one we call Legolas.
He is, in fact, single.
BUT… he’s being talking to this girl for like 2 years and they are like boyfriend/girlfriend, but without the label.
(If it’s not Facebook official, it’s not real.)
All to say, he will not be choosing me over whatever hot girl is in his sights.

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Infatuation - (noun)

-1. Foolish, unreasoning or extravagant passion or attraction

-2. An object of extravagant, short-lived passion

When used as an adjective, synonyms of infatuated are:

-         Obsessed

-         Fascinated

-         Captivated

-         Possessed

-         Carried away

-         Smitten

-         Bewitched

-         Intoxicated

-         ( Read more... )

You got pissed because you heard I liked you.
You were actually really cruel enough to be mean to me when I was trying to myself with you.
Your solution was to be mean.

That sucked.
I cried. I couldn’t sleep. I couldn’t stop thinking about you.

Whose solution to someone having a crush on them is being hateful?

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My palms get all sweaty.
My heart starts racing.
I can’t breathe. I seem to forget to breathe. My mind and lungs don’t work together. And it seems that if I do breathe, the whole world will collapse, so I’d rather hold my breath ( Read more... )

I can speak to you in confidence, right?

Haha.
Yeah, right.
I wish everyone could read this.

Especially, you.

I’m hurt.
I think.
Maybe I’m just annoyed.
Maybe I just think too much.
Maybe I’m just being a emo brat.

Actually, I’m all those things.
Oh, and sad.

The reason.

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Here’s the thing.
The real deal.

Crush.
This one’s for you.

I admire you.

There are definitions of ‘admire’, according to Merriam-Webster.

1.      (as a transitive verb)

a.      To marvel at.

2.      (as an intransitive verb)

a.      To like very much.

Crush, transitively and intransitively, I admire you.
Generally, just as a person.

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