Its the beginning of that time of year when I just like to sit back and reflect on the things that have happened, and how I've changed, how circumstances have changed, etc. However, all I keep thinking is how much I've laughed this year. Out of self-mockery, joy, malice, or just for no reason at all ( Read more... )

Friends Only.

I've got enough drama in my life and I don't want anymore getting started.
In lieu of a friends purge, I'm just gonna leave the list as it is for now.

If you want to be added, comment.

Well I've gotta say - I haven't laughed so much as I have the past couple days as I have in a long time. And I'm guessing its only going to get so much better tonight. Its actually kind of hysterical to just think about. Anyway ( Read more... )

Over the past few months, a lot has changed. I started hopeful, finding myself making new friends, and getting closer to people that I'd only known in passing (despite them being very close to Mario). And now, I find myself with but one of those friends really remaining. Its saddening to see so many decisions so hastily made. So many ( Read more... )

Dear you,
Know this above all else:
I will always love you, no matter what.
I'm sorry I'm so bad at showing it sometimes.
All my love,
Me

I know I shouldn't
& I know I told you that I wouldn't

But the idea still makes me ill.
How long is it going to go on?

Next time I get the urge to read my old journal entries, or read old messages on myspace, etc. Somebody please STOP me.

I only wind up hurt, pissed off, and wanting nothing more than to vomit.

Ever feel like you were being taken for granted?

I do.

I hate it when he's gone.

i can't ever be worried.
what the fuck.