Chrismukkah related One-Shot

[muchtvsocfic]

Sorry Isn’t Always an Apology

by muchtvs

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“Words Are Falling From Your Lips Like Christmas”

~ Leona Naess

That first Christmas without Marissa, Julie comes to visit him one last time, late into the night, after everyone with the

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[fredsmith518]

That was absolutely lovely.

“Yes. Most certainly. Indeed and without hesitation, I will take Ryan Atwood as my husband. Forever.” I love the words that you give Taylor and the description of the evolving relationship between Ryan and Julie.

[muchtvs]

Thanks fred!

Hope today is a lovely and relaxing day for you and your family.

:o)

[elzed]

Much, this was lovely. As in really, really fab - and it totally made me tear up (over Marissa!!! No, actually, over Julie. Because, man, mourning your child, the very thought... you know what I mean, you'e a mom). Anyhow - loved the pace of it, the way it evolved, the whole Ryan/Julie relationship, the snippets of future... Great stuff.

[muchtvs]

Thanks so much El.

And to be honest, I almost made myself cry, because yes, the thought of losing a child is enough to take your breath away and most likely both of ours greatest fear.

[mel39]

Wonderful! I am more than happy to take the blame for the writing subject. This is exactly how I perceive Ryan's relationship would be with Julie. Physically they are linked by a son/brother but deep down they will always be emotionally connected by Marissa. I thought the smidgen of Julie/Ryan we got in that Chriskukkah epsiode was a real gift but always left me wanting more, and this gives it to me. *hearts you*

[muchtvs]

*hearts you back*

Do you SEE???? how much our discussion over a girl spiked on a stick affected me?????

lol

No, you just made me remember how truly sad I thought Marissa's death was.

[mel39]

Do you SEE???? how much our discussion over a girl spiked on a stick affected me?????

Hee, now who wrote that fic? Poor girl with a stick through her heart. Sigh.

you just made me remember how truly sad I thought Marissa's death was.
Well, I'm glad Loracj and I weren't the only ones, then. Happy Christmas!

[indigorayne]

That was a lovely story. Merry Chrismukkah! :)

[muchtvs]

Thanks Indigo.

And a very Merry Christmas right back at ya!

[fifimom]

Beautiful, thanks you. I hope you have wonderful holidays.

[fifimom]

Just read it again, I so need to put a box of tissues at my desk. My own brother was killed in a car accident many years ago on December 20th. I remember sitting in church, Christmas eve years ago and the fact that my brother had then been dead longer than he lived smacked me so hard in the face I had to get up and leave the sanctuary. Until that year I must admit that I lived with guilt. Guilt that I got to grow up, get married have a wonderful life. Somehow finally after that strange anniversary I came to the acceptance that my brother had lived the life he was meant to live, I missed him, I wanted more for him but he had if fact given all he was suppose to give. He was my brother, my father, my protector, my friend. Life was never easy for him. He was nineteen. I was 12yrs old when he died, now I'm 44 and I still sit here crying for him, for me tonight. Your helped me to make a place for him tonight during this hectic time. A time, a place to remember and be thankful for him.

[muchtvs]

I sent you an e-mail to the address on your LJ account.

I want to thank you so much for these comments, fifi.

A time, a place to remember and be thankful for him.

muchpeace