This is completely understandable ♥ I would have been a lot more involved in the game is I had had more free time, too - that is not a personal failure. And I totally understand the feeling of "the way I played there was bad and I would like to just forget about it now." Not from this game, but. Yes.
And I am sorry if Graham made you feel bad; his comments were only IC and not OOC, and I do not feel that you were dead weight at all - Graham just isn't a very nice person and doesn't like normal, nice people with standard morals very much. ^^;
Ahaha, no, it wasn't you (or Graham) at all. I was feeling uncomfortable about my playing of both my character and the game more or less from the get-go, and I do understand that Graham is crazy and that if someone's character is mean to mine that doesn't mean that the player dislikes me or my playing. I'm the only one making me feel bad here.
(Though if Momoko did come off as a normal, nice person with standard morals, that was a failing on my part, because while she's not insane or psycho/sociopathic and I wouldn't expect her to be okay with killing people, I... wouldn't describe her canon personality that way. orz But I already knew the game wasn't my finest moment of ICness, so... oh well.)
Haha, well, compared to people in Graham's canon, she doesn't have to be very normal to be normal in comparison. |D Baccano! is pretty full of psychos that way.
Yeah - the whole time, I was thinking how much more time-intensive it must have been for you than for the rest of us, actually. I mean, you had all that writing to do, and you really had to be on the ball and know what all the players were up to. I was really impressed by the effort that went into the whole thing.
Anyway, thanks! I'm glad I wasn't dragging things down. And I never felt like I was being intentionally excluded or anything; it was just a matter of not watching closely enough to ever get in on the beginning of any discussion or exploration, and missing important things due to not paying close enough attention. So it really wasn't your fault or a problem you should've done something about or anything like that, and I'm sorry you were worrying about it.
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And I am sorry if Graham made you feel bad; his comments were only IC and not OOC, and I do not feel that you were dead weight at all - Graham just isn't a very nice person and doesn't like normal, nice people with standard morals very much. ^^;
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(Though if Momoko did come off as a normal, nice person with standard morals, that was a failing on my part, because while she's not insane or psycho/sociopathic and I wouldn't expect her to be okay with killing people, I... wouldn't describe her canon personality that way. orz But I already knew the game wasn't my finest moment of ICness, so... oh well.)
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It happens! You get busy or just can't devote time to it, or the character is wrong or w/e.
Dave did like talking to her, though, even though it was very brief <3
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And I did enjoy her threads with David as well, and I would definitely not mind throwing her at him again in better circumstances. ♥
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Anyway, thanks! I'm glad I wasn't dragging things down. And I never felt like I was being intentionally excluded or anything; it was just a matter of not watching closely enough to ever get in on the beginning of any discussion or exploration, and missing important things due to not paying close enough attention. So it really wasn't your fault or a problem you should've done something about or anything like that, and I'm sorry you were worrying about it.
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