I never thought I could love someone enough to let them go because it's what's best for them. I did and it hurts like nothing I've ever experienced before.
How? How stupid can I be? It wasn't supposed to be like this. It was supposed to be just fun with a friend and now I've got myself all tangled up in someone that I can't ever have fully.
OMG Birmingham was AMAZING!! Seriously AMAZING. I had a freaking BLAST and of course it's taken me a week before I even come back and write anything on it. I didn't meet Taylor and though a wee bit sad it's still ALL GOOD. I met Ace *gah he's so sweet and hot and SOOO my new BF. Don't tell Taylor. :P* And I got to tell Elliott that he fucking
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WOW! That flew by FAST! The Tampa concert is in 2 days now!! :D :D :D OMG I'm SO excited. I keep seeing Taylor in pix wearing the Otis shirt me and mql sent him the week Chris got voted off the show:
You know it's time to quit the fucking message boards when a whole fucking weekend that was supposed to be AMAZING is ruined by goddamn board drama. I wish I was in Perdido Key drinking alcohol and hanging out with LiMBO like I was supposed to be.