New year, new time you say?  I think not.  I'm still dwelling in the past.

I was invited to go to Montreal by a friend, but of course, podiatrists got in the way.  How unlikely.  Stupid foot.
I need something to occupy my time.

2007 will probably be just like 2006.
2008 should be better.

Can someone just save me?
I feel so unwanted, literally.

I'm ( Read more... )

I did something really bad.  So bad, that it made my aunt cry ( Read more... )

I thought about it a lot, and I can’t get it out of my head; I miss him.  I miss him so bad.  I dislike the fact that he’s no longer there for me, the fact that he’s not the same anymore.  Sure, I’ve put him through hell by breaking it up with him, but I didn’t think that this was how he was going to think - that I used him as a step and that I ( Read more... )

People are right.  Friendship is a hard thing to build.  Harder to maintain, harder to understand.

For those who told me that keeping a friendship with an ex is difficult, I cannot believe how right you are.
No friendship is worth the friendship title if both parties put no effort into it.
I tried.

You were the one who complained that things would ( Read more... )

You know, I'm a complete idiot.

I drove back to Guelph today, forgetting everything that I had to bring.
- Licence, cash, student card, meal card, residence keys, cellphone, biology notes -

Yeah.  They were all in my bag that I left right beside the door.
Smart one, eh?

And yet I still drive, to work, on the highway, long distances.
If someone ( Read more... )

I've never dealt with so much frustration before ( Read more... )

I miss him right now.

Him, Pootie, my real friends, and family.
Screw all you other fuckers out there.

I don't understand why I don't know what I want.
Having a drive is sometimes so hard.

Love is over-rated.

For the past 2 weeks, life has been pre-occupied with work and play ( Read more... )

University food is so freaking expensive.

Pizza Pizza personal pizza
Garlic Dip
Fruit cup of 5 peach slices and one squared watermelon

= $3.89 + something + something = $7.03 total

Um, what?  For lunch?  No way.

I don't know what to do with this heart of mine.
It's too big for its own good.
How I wish I had money to provide.
There's not enough love being given.

Love, guys.
You should love and treasure.