Really guys....I need something to stop the madness...Sleep is non existant anymore...really everything is leaking everywhere.....even into my dreams now! I dreampt about burying my friends tonight....how messed up is that...I cant stand graveyards, but i was burying my friends...guys im terrified of the dark and death! and its almost like someone ( Read more... )

Hoobastank-The Reason ( Read more... )

IM upset...The one thing that i never wanted to tell matt...i had to tonight, bc i thought he was going to unfriend me if i didnt ( Read more... )

"If you could only see the way she loves me, Then maybe you would understand ( Read more... )

hmm.....what do i feel today, how am i feeling...its hard to tell bc i just woke up!I have been having extremely weird dreams lately, like super weird, like last night i dreampt that i was back in elementary school and it was the summer and my parents forgot about my birthday!and then we were doing gymnastics...really tho, who dreams those kinda ( Read more... )

WELP....Im bored of myslef...i wanna take out my peircings...and i might...we'll just see, i wanna dye my hair and cut it to the max short, and go out and buy all dyke clothes and then maybe ill be happy...prolly not! i went out last night and looking at all the pretty/skinny girls that i went to high school with makes me shudder, bc im not that, ( Read more... )

Alright...this better work for me this time, or ima be a little bit pissed off, like last time, i had a novel and it deleted on me...NOT COOL ( Read more... )

Well fellas....lets try to make this post a bit better then the last one...i was just posting how i felt at that moment, and i feel that live journal should be used that way ( Read more... )

Well...its 2:56 am in boring liverpool, Matts in my bed, Rosemary is in the spare room and im lonely...Im very lonely, Lately ive been...I dont know, dependant mainly on Matt,simply bc i dont feel loved by anyone, and i know that if you read this, you are thinking...shut up mariah stop the self pitty trip, well eat me,kay, this is how i am feeling ( Read more... )

well then...its been far too long since the last time that I updated this thingamajiggy....lol I erm dont know what i wrote about the last time, i dont even think i remember the date that it was ( Read more... )