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Writer's Block: Family Matters
I cant't believe that there is anything in this world that I couldn't count on anyone for.. but I digress.. life is fickle. the world is unkind. nature is a whore. what we are always left with though, is a common sensibility that if we lay dying out in a sunny street, our back and face full of shrapnel from a car bomb explosion, there will be help ( Read more... ) -
very little things are left up to me.
and so tomorrow! YES! I venture off yo a court date from hell. waiting to see what lies ahead is an interesting thing. especially when there is little I can do to help sway the outcome. I can veer to the left or to the right, but pretty much it has been decided. COURT. the judge holds all the cards. the public defender can and perhaps will lessen ( Read more... ) -
taken up a new interest in long distance running.
i have to do something else now that i am sober.
sobriety is a bitch, but putting a crack in my legs is keeping me from even thinking about it.
i hope to raise some money thru it and travel.
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Writer's Block: Happy go lucky
Well I just saw a serious man. a great movie. i believe quite possibly the best one i have seen all year. (yes including 10,000 days of summer, and i say 10,000 because it really felt that long). the quote in the movie rang true.. receive with simplicity everything that happens to you.. or in other words, things just HAPPEN. There really is no ( Read more... ) -
mexico
i{ve been in mexico for the past 8 days. it{s been beautiful. i am lazy and will not erase any mistakes in this entry. keyboards in mexico have all the punctation marks in different places than on american ones. makes sense. it has to be different. i notice that through my travels i see a huge number ofpeople that are begging to be different, but ( Read more... ) -
i'm back!
ey suckas!!!
so i deleted the myspace account i had for "so long". i just sat there one night during a bout with insomnia and i figured out how to delete it, and i just did. it was floundering anyway. i put a bunch of digable shit there for people to read but no one really read it anyway, and some people probably did, but i am sure it didn't matter ( Read more... ) -
she did..
love me. for just a while. and then it subsided. like everything else. like the wind. like the rain. like ocean shores and the sand that trickled behind it struggling to catch up. just like everything else ( Read more... ) -
conflicted.
i wish that for once i only thought of myself. almost daily i make decisions based on empathy. i do or don't do things to keep people from being hurt. sometimes, this causes me to hurt. should i keep hurting? should i give up, and let someone else hurt a little for once? will anyone ever get over anything ( Read more... ) -
no mas
no mas big macs
no mas gasolina
no mas coca cola
no mas pinche dolar
no mas chingar
no mas soltar
no mas nada mas
no mas disfraz
no mas marijuana
no mas miller light
no mas cocaína
no mas black and white
no mas musica
no mas futbol
no mas coca cola
no mas nacho cheese -
el mundo que contiene mi amor
que tristeza es ver el mundo sin colores ( Read more... )