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Last night was one of the best nights of my life! I JUST GOT ENGAGED! She's got a big ass diamond on her finger and I took her out to dinner at Hyde Park, and for once, i feel really good. Nothing can stop me now.

so if it gets colder as the sun goes down, then why, at 3:00 in the morning are the icicles at the outmost extremeties of the house melting?

yet again, a day of me being an ass....i have so much anger and rage and i always accidentally take it out on tiff...i feel like i'm on the edge of breaking down and going insane

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so, once again...another giant pause followed by a random update...i hate getting in fights with people you love. especially over money. money sucks. and it even sucks more right now cuz i have 11 dollars in my pocket right now and that's all i have to last me til thursday when i get paid. i have to get food and gas for four days on 11 dollars ( Read more... )

fuck it all
fuck this world
fuck everything that you stand for
don't belong
don't exist
don't give a shit
and don't you fucking touch me

i am depression with no cause

so, the show comes up on thursday....the nerves are becoming more shaky....and i'm in an intoxicating dilemma between excitement and nervousness....

come and see my twisted lies
the way i bend and falsify
a master of deception
user of an untrue smile
a rapist of the truth
adapting it to fit my cause
i'm the human lie
a sad composition of all things vile