the world does not need another person looking for a friend w/benefits. the world needs people who are willing to give their hearts. why is this concept so hard for some people?

oh yes and one more thing ... i just failed my second a&p quiz. thank god for the weekend. but then i have an a&p test on monday. god i hate this class.

today was an okay day. coulda gone a lot better, coulda gone a lot worse. fuck this ( Read more... )

let me tell you, terry time is the reason for many of my most fun nights at keene. i was just w/him a little while ago and we just smoked so much man, it was the best! and then he got me a mcflurry right now and i'm so full but i'm stuffing it down my throat anyways. haha. i just put up this away that said "i'm too high to function right now, ( Read more... )

alright, i'm not as high as i implied in my subject, BUT i will be later on tonight so that's enough to turn my :) to a :D ( Read more... )

okay, so i met one of my friend's b/fs. well, i didn't really meet him. he went on her sn, i im'ed her, he said it was him and to im him on his sn. he then gave me his sn and we talked when he switched to his name. let me say this to her ... STOP FUCKING DATING LOSERS THAT AREN'T GOING ANYWHERE!!!! let's analyze the wonderful situation, he ( Read more... )

i don't want to be one of those people that don't write in their journals and just put results of their quizzes in here, but i thought this one was pretty acurate, so why not?


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hmm ... i feel like i'm writting in here just to write in here. don't really know what to say. a lot of shit's been going down around here. i guess i can start w/last night ... oh boy ( Read more... )

i'm am the biggest waste of space. i found my wallet today ... i'm not admitting this anywhere else but it was in my pocket the whole time. yes, sometimes i want to kill myself. lol. *sigh* <--- idiot ( Read more... )

gah! will this down spell never end? idk wtf is the fucking problem! i'm still feeling down whenever i do anything. maybe i need to go to the gym. i haven't been in so long. i'm starting to really feel like a fat ass here. i get out of classes for the day tomorrow at 11 am and then i have a meeting at 12 pm. maybe i'll just go at like 2 pm and then ( Read more... )

joe came to visit me yesturday and it made all the difference. he knew i had been depressed so he drove his ass an hour drive just to come see me for a couple hours. how great. :) him being here forced me to not be depressed and just have fun which then turned into me being happy. yay! thanks hun ( Read more... )