somedays you just feel like crying and lately i've been getting that feeling more than usual. i don't know why i have such a desire but i can feel the tears build behind my eyes with every word i write, speak, or feel. this sucks and the answers are so close yet so far ( Read more... )

i'm going to make this short and sweet (lol, like me! ;)). why can't people just be straight forward? mixed signals are seriously the worst. they're confusing and make you question the topic way too much. i for one, am pissed at this.

and why the fuck does my fish always try to fight me? doesn't he know he'll get his ass kicked? jesus! ... stupid

i wrote an entry yesturday but it somehow deleted on its way to be in my journal. must have disappeared in cyberspace or something ( Read more... )

alright, seriously, people can't argue w/me. growing up i have learned to pick my battles and so if i'm in an argument, rest assured i'm either 100% right or it's my opinion and you can't change it. so, with that said, i just got into a huge one w/my dad. grrr! we were arguing about powder ridge and shit and then the convo got taken into human ( Read more... )

tonight i went out w/juan and it was fun. :) yes juan, fun. f-u-n ... seriously, i had a good time. lol :) we went to his friends place where i saw a kid i used to work with. it was good to see him again too. we were gonna smoke but that didn't end up happening. in the end we all just sat around and played drinking games which was wicked cool. ( Read more... )

went out and played texas holdum (i think i spelled that right) w/the guys tonight. it was ... interesting as usual. first we started w/pool hall and then onto the cards. i lost $2.50, no biggy. last time i played i lost $5 so $2.50 was great for me. lol. tonight has led me to realize something ... i was a guy in a past life. it's funny what ( Read more... )

so the day started off pretty good b/c i was doing these sick cartwheels (or at least the attempt was there) w/the snowboard. yup, but now i'm thinking that wasn't the best idea b/c i'm really sore. whatever, love for the sport i guess. then my world fell apart as soon as i got home ( Read more... )

so i was watching one of the many fucked up versions of sesame street and man those things are just so hilarious. in this one they had kermit and big bird all high and shit, it was great. i wonder what would happen if a little kid saw it. would he be like "why are their eyes red? what's that bubbling noise?" hahaha ... oh, the wonder of innocence. ( Read more... )

so the reason why i'm writting a journal entry right after another is because my stoner love made a request to see the queesy goth chick. it is hilarious, just look at it! haha!

here you go my loooooove! :)

i just remembered this thing that my friend nick showed me. it was like a website of all stupid/funny shit that people write in chat rooms. well one of them said this:

(user screen name): what the fuck is wtf?!?!?!?!

hahahaha ... what a fucking idiot you turd!