has anybody ever noticed how people always say "I'm not like other girls/guys. I'm different than everybody else."? i've come to a realizations this week, That statement is a load of shit. Once again I've had my heart broken. but this time it's so worse than the last. I stopped dating for a year and a half, i just decided no more pain, no more ( Read more... )

we need a reunion... somebody think of a concert for us to go to

i'm dead serious

After getting back from my much needed vacation in Tennessee my mind has been opened to entirely new ideals. My entire life I've gone through the motions, and repeated whatever daily process was needed for that point in time. Whether it was getting up, eating, going to school, coming home, working, sleeping, and then repeat day after day, or just ( Read more... )

I think I may have had an epiphany this past week. I'm not entirely sure what did it but something clicked. Last week I was in Tennessee and North Carolina, I went to suprise my best friend for his birthday, then he and I went to NC to snowboard for 2 days. Well apon arriving back in Nashville on Thursday I recieved a phone call from my father that ( Read more... )

So my life lately has been pretty cool, and crazy at the same time. I've been really busy with work and school and finally decided what i want to do with my life, but more on that later. Monday i got off work at 5:30, well at 4:30 some of the higher-ups asked me if i'd be interested in driving to opelika county (about 4 hours away from here for ( Read more... )

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havent updated in a while. thought i'd fill people in ( Read more... )

i havent posted in a while so it thought i would let everyone know i'm deleting my live journal account... thats right, it will be no more... i've been sucked in to the black whole of myspace and will be now devoting my life to it, sorry to disappoint everyone ( Read more... )

woke up this morning, rinsed my mouth out like i always do... i'm spitting up blood... hooray

i've tried telling myself it doesnt hurt, i've tried telling myself i never cared, but i cant lie about how i feel, because it does still hurt, and i do still care but i'm doin a little better