Holy crap, i stayed up ALL night last night working on NOTHING... i didnt play half life any, i didnt think about depressing things (which is a shock to me), and i hardly did any work for my boss. i did playin photoshop a hell of a lot and made this ( Read more... )

I'm just gonna dissappear for a while. so i'm gonna be out of reach for a while, you can leave a message or w/e, and when i decide to crawl out of my hole, i might return it.

so... today was kinda odd. i had my "team training" that i have every thursday. it was a heck of a lot shorter than other weeks. My boss has got an azzload of crap for me to do... but i'm gonna drink me some monster tonight and not go to bed, that way i can get it all done. i only wish i had someone to stay up with me... I orded my dad a t-shirt ( Read more... )

i got bored at "work" today... lmao (for those of you who dont know, i work out of my house building websites). so i did something crazy to my hair and took a BUNCH of pictures... check them out ( Read more... )

"Against All Odds ( Read more... )

yep, i've done it i've gone insane... i cant believe i let myself do it again... so i was gonna COMPLETLY stop talking to girls, i just gave up on them, and i was never gonna fall for one again, but yes, i did, so now i'm insane and i cant do anything about it. so now i'll be up all night, (once again) because i have shit to do, and nobody to talk ( Read more... )

my dogs in the vet till saturday, dunno what the deal is... I've got alot of anger coming out for some reason lately and i dont know why. Everything and everyone is pissing me off. i'm getting sick and tired of talking to people all the time when all they do is bitch and complain about that sad little lives, which ironically is what i'm doing now, ( Read more... )

i fucking hate my life, everytime something goes almost good, something else has to come and fuck everything up 20 times worse than it was ( Read more... )

I'm a chicken ( Read more... )

Tonight i did alot of driving and i finally realized how pathetic i am. That there is one reason why i always feel lonely... and that probably wont change any time soon. I'm stuck in a situation i dont know how to get out of, well better yet, i dont want out of it, i want to keep getting deeper, i just dont know if i can ( Read more... )