dadadada..listening to some music here..I have came to the realization that I like smoking Philly's after a blunt..especially the strawberry ones...mm they are so good. LOL, my bother and I had a make-up, smoke bonding party. We drove around awhile and went to find the "ghost;" but for some reason she is never there for me. I have been sleeping all ( Read more... )

Man, today I was so fucked up. I woke up this morning getting ready for work when Shakertown called me and said I didn't have to come in. So, I got up and called Missy and Heather and we went to the pool. But before we left, I smoked four bowls and took a zan...I was so fucked I couldn't even drive my new car. I had to pull over and get Heather to ( Read more... )

I'm so high; I got that fifty cent song in my head.. I decided to write down things that happen to me when I am UTI (under the influence) lol. Today many flashbacks of the crazy, insane, and down out hilarious things I said when I am UTI occurred while I was laying on the bed.. I met some new people yesterday. They were Cara's sister's (Katie) ( Read more... )

It's been awhile and in that time not much has changed. My life still revolves around the blue dress and I am happy to say; it's not that bad..working and all. I went today to drop my lil cousin off in Paris. I really do love spending time with my family..as funny as that sounds.. All is good in the boyfriend department. Alex's and my anniversary ( Read more... )

If I knew it would be the last time ( Read more... )

I started to write in my journal when I realized how pathetic I sounded..I start almost every entry out with life something...life sucks, life is difficult, life is confusing,life, life, life... I think it is about time I get over myself..stop caring what people think and just forget about shitty past memories.. Why can't I move on from this kid... ( Read more... )

Watching 50 First Dates makes me want so bad to fall in love. To have that someone there with you when you need them or when you don't. Just to have someone, the comfort, the feeling..that is what I want.. I am lost in emotion and standards..I have set myself up to fail when relationships could be evolving ( Read more... )

Life has been going good. Work seems to control my every move and thought. Everything revolves around money these days..everything ( Read more... )

Muerto Alma: hey hoe ( Read more... )

Life can be stressful but it isn't to bad if you just take a deep breath and look at the picture ( Read more... )