I need to get the fuck out of here.

Without the guilt

Of anybody.

-Disneyworld?
-Beach?
-California?
-Mountains?

-Train?
-Ship?

Now that I have the means...

I don't have the will-power.

And I think she's a bitch for letting me do it.

fuck

I'm depressed, and stressed.
But I don't know why.

I don't know what's wrong;

But it sucks.

=/

While Anna gets into her school groove again, there'll probably be a long lull of my social life because of that. Bah. Damned... People... Finishing school ( Read more... )

I'll put this gently to me ( Read more... )

I went to sleep at four in the afternoon yesterday ( Read more... )

So, I seriously haven't posted anything in... Lots of minutes ( Read more... )

I'm sick of lyric music. I'd rather have lyrical poetry and non-lyrical musical ( Read more... )

I don't want to forget how much I love Rufus Wainwright right now, I think i'd do me good to write this down and look back and think "Hey... Rufus... Maybe he didn't really 'sell-out'... Maybe I just stopped listening ( Read more... )

But I think* she wrote that entry about me.

I don't* need to know why.

Although... it fascinates me to know that she does.

Woke up at 9:06,
Just to look at the clock, and think it were later.

I'm going to pee now.

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*think: Hope

*don't: desperately