Ahh!! I love Saturdays. I miss the Mayumi girl, but I've gotten a lot done today!! I finished up the rest of my spanish homework... so I'm officially done w/ ALL of the homework for the rest of the year. I've also been reading the stupid econ book. That part is not so fun. The chats with Clinton, Jacob, and Chris have been pretty fun too :). ( Read more... )

HOW CAN YOU POSSIBLY LOVE ME. I don't feel loved. I don't understand how you "love" me, I never have you and have never given reasonings for why you do, which makes me wonder if its simply just you saying that and having nothing to back it up with. You want to stop rounds? Fine, lets stop. Thank you for choosing to do so after you decided to go ( Read more... )

I DON'T WANT YOU TO GO. I DON'T WANT YOU TO GO. I DON'T WANT YOU TO GO. I DON'T WANT YOU TO GO. I DON'T WANT YOU TO GO. I DON'T WANT YOU TO GO. I DON'T WANT YOU TO GO. I DON'T WANT YOU TO GO. I DON'T WANT YOU TO GO. I DON'T WANT YOU TO GO. I DON'T WANT YOU TO GO. I DON'T WANT YOU TO GO. I DON'T WANT YOU TO GO. I DON'T WANT YOU TO GO. I DON'T WANT ( Read more... )

Dear future Kayla ( Read more... )

So, right now I'm thinking about my relationship with Chad. I'm beginning to wonder if there really is any substance there. I was thinking about the other times he's made me feel like this... and I realized it was while I was on my period. You think, oh that makes sense, she's all moody because she's on her period. But, the more I thought about ( Read more... )

For some reason whenever I got into bed tonight, I broke down. I can't stand the fact that you're going to leave me. It hurts more than anything ever has. I am so in love with you, I can't stand it. It just hurts. You're unreplaceable, and I'm guessing I'll date other people in those 2 years but I cannot imagine how they will live up to you. ( Read more... )

Hmmm...I'm feeling much, MUCH better about life. I think it's just Chillicothe...or maybe it was just the break, or being sad anyway, who knows. But that really was a miserable month. Right now I'm avoiding statistics; it's the first day and I already don't want to read the chapter. I'm just worried because I know NOTHING about stats, or ( Read more... )

I wish I could sleep until I was happy.

The fact you watched Project Runway made me smile more than anything had in a long time.

Screw Chillicothe life. I've decided that for the next 10 days I will simply be a compliant little girl and go with the flow and not try to go against the grain, and be happy (whether fake or not) and agreeable. I don't need to change the world, and I'm sure eventually Sarah and whoever is that judgemental way will get a wake-up call from life ( Read more... )