i take it back, what i said. Im so proud of Jon and what hes doing. I guess i was selfish and wierd when i freked because he didnt have all his attention to me, i read his essay, and im proud and wish him nothing but the best of luck, even if it involves him letting go of me and me letting go of him. ill always be here for him, and ect. but idk, a ( Read more... )

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Well its over, not my life but mine and jons relationship. I guess all i can do now is move on to school and blah blah blah. kinda shocked me. good thing to wake up to in the middle of the night. Did the usual thing i do when i get dumped. fuck

i guess ill update...i agree with matt tho....LJ's are kind of retarded. so i went and bought myself a regular journal......but i too lazy to write in that thing too. oh well . things have happened but i jstu dont feel like writing in them....i work alot its like work...eat sleep see friends see jon work eat sleeep eat eat.i lvoe eatingi paid like ( Read more... )

im sorry i missed it alex, we ate kind of late and i fell asleep. but im just so sorry. i feel like im abandoning my friends. but at the same time im getting something done and fixing things. me and jon had a terriffic night. the best night in a long time and reminded me why and how i fell in love with him. i tried squid. but tomarrow imma try n go ( Read more... )

well okay sorry that last one was a vent..i always do back to backs. a vent and a happy...cuz im always kind of both at the same time ( Read more... )

i aint gonna lie.....my boyfriend is a dick sometimes. and he makes me so happy sometimes. i never know what hes thinking and i never know if im turning into someone he doesnt like....but if thats so then im sorry.but if not...then idk he needs to tell me what he feels more often then just be quiet and acting right away. he can think of alot of ( Read more... )

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well yesterday we went to the lake.....my first time....i rode that jet skii. man i have to get me one of those. i was gunnin it it was incredible. haha not really but you know it was fun if im trying to put the word incredible in there. the people were kool too. timbo, robbie,liz, tom, robs girlfriend, tims family, robs familyidk who else.but that ( Read more... )

rosa....nigga u rock my worlds.....all 4 of them homie. stay clean keep away from the green. whoaaa thats insane right....i just came up with that right now. SUPER DUPER.....NEATO GANG. lol well we needa chillll playa. tomarrow im leaving early morning but ill be back by the afternoon.....and i think jons going to buy me a shirt from benjamins ( Read more... )