happy new year to all. im just chillin over at benny's and drinking some sparkling wine and some beers. its been alot of fun. but im doing good now there is some chick that likes me and the worst part is shes only met me once. and we all remember the last time that happened. but im getting ready for colledge and looking forward to it. but me benny ( Read more... )

well i finally graduated highschool. but its back to the same old cleche of me yearning for compainionship. i mean i sit here and see everyone around me so in love and so happy and im stuck here so alone. imean im your steriotipical lonely gut that dreams of nothing other than just kissing one beautiful girl. i mean how much more pathetic can i get ( Read more... )

hello, hows it going im here and doing great. i had the time of my life last night just hanging out with josh and benny, just chillin at mc donalds. but we went to wrestling as usual and it was a bad ass match i must say, and after wards we went to mcy d's to get some food and benny was so befuggled he was so funny. so from there it escalated to us ( Read more... )

hey people im here still just chillin. i saw some awsome meteors tonight and hung out with my boy benny. all in all everything is good so i cant complain. lindsey (from toyota) i miss hanging out with you and give me a call some time. but appee you need to come see me too. but anyway i have a website now so go see it Read more... )

hey people things are good. im doing great i had to get rid of gus but im ok. i look forward to the future im going to college next semester. and i think im doing much better in my computer art sooner or later ill have my website up and ill post it. but all in all im doing great im hanging out with appee again and life is good no girl friend yet ( Read more... )

where in the fuck am i. i dont know life has become one big blur. day in and day out the same shit with a few curves thrown in when i fuck up. i feel as though nobody cares if i die or if i live. ive lost all hope. for a while nothing could depress me but all of a sudden all i see is depression. too much bull shit is going on in my life and now ( Read more... )

well philips gone hes been shiped off to the navey.you know its weird to think that he just got married to angela a week ago but it happened.shes thirty and hes ninteen, hes going to have trouble raising her two kids but he'll manage.i miss him already and he just left this morning.im depressed about the whole thing a usual but it will all turn out ( Read more... )

you know death becomes peace in a weird way. all this time i thought i was finally rid of all this bullshit but i just realized i gave up i could no longer stand it i let it all go, i mean everything. i wish i could go back to the goofy little kid i was with no worries and no chains of reality, cause you see my reality is loneliness, my reality is ( Read more... )

drowning ( Read more... )

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IM GIDDY.
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