arrested
county jail
probation
fines
possible jail time
winter
distance
time

don't know how much i can handle

when is life going to begin?

keeping sane for him

this are looking up
im looking up and into the distance
not starring down at my feet no more
got my heart all tied up to my man
and wouldnt have it any other way

im not thinking about tomorrow for a while
instead, going a bit further, years
i like what i see in my head.

lets see
its been 2 years
my hair falls out and changes color
i ache all the time
my palms are sweaty
ive been indulged in my miranda rights
im lazy yet tidy
still keep to myself
cant trust men
and just wana lick toads all day,
with my best friend in the clouds

since ive obviously gots the time im gona write a entry up about the party i gave britta on the 23rd
it was fucking great. lori came here ealry to help set up shit then britta and court came so we planned shit out and we were thinking about putting some exlax on a pizza for andy. the fucking jerk calls me telling me hes going to be late. at least he ( Read more... )

k ive never been so fucked up in my life. as brittas last night in holden before all summer hell in the cape with her g-rents, we being britta, livi, and i spent the night at courts. andy came after a bit. but we got there and were in need of weed. i called my personal dealer and he ended up asking me if i had any then was all like i love you lmao ( Read more... )

gahhhh 2 finals then six flags with my cailin and zlody. jezuz christ. 1st ride we done up was superman, rest of teh time nothing seemed to thrill us, maybe it was the droogz. good damn way to end a hell of a year.

that latin final was a beast. thick as hell. i wana lil puff puff with bag boy Jef.

allrite. so i was kinda ok with not going to my dads this summer. my moms like yeah make all the plans you want. and then today she told me i am going. i just dont know if i want to. its going to suck. he lives in a 2 room apartment in hickville, drew and erik git their own room, im gona sleep on the couch coz i dont wana take my dads room like my ( Read more... )

so i gota go take my sleep aid. i cant fall asleep on my own anymore. i have too much crazy stuff driving threw my brain at night that my mom buys me meds for it. bahahah.

hate every hater that is in your way!