and now, i thought you would enjoy a little humor ( Read more... )

I'm sick as fuck...i meanged to go from icky, to SHITTY x 12 in a matter of hours, even dr k was like, "how did you get So quickly" and then blah blah got to get better, it'll turn in to pneumonia, blah blah hospital, blah blah blah ( Read more... )

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For clarification, up front, Josh is josh from gadsden, that i talk about alot, joshIE is gay friend joshie, josh#1 is my high school sweet heart, guy i got the emiai from ( Read more... )

I'm fuckin' sick as hell...again...i feel like I did when I had pneumonia...i need to go to the dr...but don't want, prolly wont, prolly just sleep tommorow and hope to feel better ( Read more... )

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Advanced Big 30 Personality Test Results
Sociability |||||||||||||||||| 58% Aggressiveness |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 86% Assertiveness |||||||||||||||||||||||| 78% Activity Level |||||||||||||||||| 54% Excitement-Seeking |||||||||||||||||| 54% Enthusiasm |||||||||||||||||| 54% Extroversion ||||||||||||||||||||| 64% Trust ||| ( Read more... )

Right now I feel like my whole love life has been a lie...or not a lie, but a HUGE misconseption. This is an email I just received from my "highschool sweetheart", my first love, my first kiss, the guy I lost my virginity to, and i just, dont know what to say.
Ok now for the long drawn out reply. I just want to say upfront i hope none of this ( Read more... )

I'm so tired of, not being good enough. I am a good person at heart, and I know that, and that is very hard to argue. But, when it comes to matters of the heart, i'm unloveable. I'm just, not good enough. Everyone wants a "real relationship" after they tell me they don't. They want it, just not with me. What the fuck is so bad about me? Why ( Read more... )

I'm depressed. I feel like, I'm not good enough. My selfesteem is at a new low. I'm really unhappy with my appearance. And I have it in my head that that is the reason that things didnt' work with mike and I and why josh and I are still, "just friends". I know in my heart that its not true, but my head tells me otherwise ( Read more... )