( ) I NEVER HAVE BEEN DRUNK ( Read more... )

So i got to talk to Josh M for the first time since thursday. Yay. Over him am i? YES. :) I mean, don't get me wrong, I love him so much...but the whole, "I wanna be with you" factor, out the window. Yay. Yay. Yay ( Read more... )

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Ever notice how one thing can lead to a spiral? Maybe thats why its called the snowball effect ( Read more... )

Ya know, when things just, totally unexpected, and totally out of the normal happen to me, I don't know why I end up so suprised, because lately, EVERYFUCKINGDAY something totally fucked up/weird/freaky happens to me. Today being a prime example ( Read more... )

karolann: i'm scared of alot of things right now ( Read more... )

blah here i am, awake, nausious (is that spelled right?) as hell, havin' night sweats becuase of the goddamn prednisone dose pack. I hate feelin' like this. my mouth is dry as hell, i'm fuckin' still half gone on cough syrup, but no coughin'!! Anyways. I've been thinking ( Read more... )

So my official, last time ever attempt at quitting smoking officially begins, tommorow. LOL. Only because I have a half a pack i gotta use up! LOL. I can't help it i'm addicted. But, I'm not addicted to the fact that there is a nebulizer on its way to my house because my lungs are full of lung butter. And i'm not addicted to the fact that i ( Read more... )

if you want me to call you back *cough mike cough cough* get off the phone! I can't call when the line is busy silly ( Read more... )

I'm so needy when i'm sick...i just want someone to sit there, let my put my head in their lap, and be sick, have them rub my hair, and just, love me.
I just want someone to hold me...to care about me.
I want to be cared about
Depressed and sick isn't cool for me.