all you can think about is some fucking asshole..that i dont need anything to do with...i swear this one guy is just in my head all the time...he's beautiful, and i want him...i so do...i hate to think that i love him...i so dont want anything to do with him..but i ache for him....its lame and pathetic..i hate it..i hate it so much..its so fucking ( Read more... )

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY TO ALL MOTHERS....have a good one

well today was pretty good enjoyable at least but now the day is winding down and here i find myself again in my room alone watching tv usually how the day ends and school is almost out two more days i'm so glad that the end is near but at the same time i am kind of scared to move on but oh well it's going to come sooner or later anyways there's a ( Read more... )

ok why does it seem like one person can ruin your entire day it seems so weird but it happens and trust me it's not fun i hate being mad it's so fustrating and then that's all you think about all day then that makes you even more mad funny how the cycle just goes round and round anyways i haven't written in this thing in a long time but i really ( Read more... )

well today wasn't too great i just thank god that it's over then tomorrow it starts all over again the same routine and it never seems to change no matter what i do. but hey when things do change occasionally then it's great. but for now i'm watching duplex and it's not to great of a movie so far but then again it started a little while ago. i can' ( Read more... )