So It seems I'm back into my strange sleep patterns again. When I do manage to fall asleep I sleep for like 10+ hours and sleep the day away. Deep down it feels like whats the point of waking up, sometimes I wish I could sleep forever. I think I'm very much in a place of lonliness. I dont mean that I'm lonely because I have no friends. I think I ( Read more... )

I wonder to myself why its so hard for me enjoy school. Shouldn't people who love to learn such as myself take it more passionately? I'm an intelligent person who likes to learn but I find school to be such a drag and depressing. I really want to make something of myself and I believe deep down that I will. Honestly college doesn't feel like ( Read more... )

I'm going to get in shape or die trying.

So I've decided I'm going to hit the gym more rigorously. By that I mean I'm going to make an effort to actually go. I quit my piece of shit office max job. Never again retail you bastard. I guess being out of shape and being single for so long might have a correlation. I feel very lonely so maybe working out will boost my confidence. Getting ( Read more... )

The thought of being in Arizona is repulsive. I've been thinking of possibly going to university out of state after getting my AA degree. Oregon or Seattle seems pretty rad. I doubt this will actually happen but its a nice thought that's for sure ( Read more... )

So the shittiest day of the year for single people is coming. Which I'm super excited for! If you know anyone looking for a hot date let me know. At that I thought of a cool videogame someone should make. It would be a spoof of Super Mario brothers. BUT, heres the kicker it would be called Super Menendez Brothers. Read more... )

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Soon as I get my paycheck I'm going to buy Halo 3 and I want to have a Halo 3 LAN party.

Kinda sorta quit my job ha. Shit I need a new one pronto. Anyone know of any opening anywhere?