I cant believe that i am almost 21. Sept 11 i can offically say im a legal adult and such. Most look forward to the comsumption of alcohol, and being able to buy, dont get me wrong that good, but its not whats on my mind. I pretty much analyzed how i grew up, my changes, my searches, how i am now and where i am going. it sounds stupid and ( Read more... )

So yeah, im still around. Nothing all too exciting. I lead a work filled life. Thats primarily it. But the money is good, so i try not to complain all too much.

I have learned that my tolerance level with people has dropped considerably. Its bad, i know it. But i cant find it in me to care. I just say whatever whenever no matter how much it will ( Read more... )

 

Sheer disappointment.

Im not surprised, but the more I think of it, the more pissed I am and the more I want to just hit you. But I will smile and be nice.

I hope you are proud, and when you need it, dont come looking to me.

Fucking C*nt!  

                                  So as of late i have been working close to 80 hours a week.

It is picnic season again and i have gone on a couple and it makes me excited.

Weather is warmer.

Met uber new people, just wish corning was closer. and i really enjoying  ( Read more... )

Well lately has been good for the most part. Work is about the most of what i do ( Read more... )

Well if i havent talked to you in awhile dont take offence. I have been working crazily for a bit now. I work a typical 12 hr day almost everyday. So thats most of my time for anything. Also if you were unaware i now also work at circuit city. I am a CSA which it fun. I like it there. Its a bit more  lean back then penneys. But im glad to keep busy ( Read more... )

So lately has been better for the most part. All around things seem to be settling. And i think by February, i can get my sanity back and get things back to what i am use to ( Read more... )

    Well as i sit here and watch superbad, with the girl whom lives with me, i get annoyed. Its bad because it takes a little of nothing for me to become annoyed. I just want to scream. Im glad she has her friends, but i wish she would just move out. I know she cant right now, but its a nice thought tho. I want to be alone. I want her to also get ( Read more... )

    Ever since i was younger, i always seemed to get along with guys easier. Maybe it was the fact that most my cousins were guys and i spent most my time playing sports and stuff as such. Or maybe it is because guys are more layed back and less wound then most girls. A simpler thought process with some things even.
    I remember having friends ( Read more... )