So there really hasn't been a day that I haven't seen Jill. I would love to see her everyday. I'd love to wake up next to her every morning. She makes me feel wanted. She tells me how much she loves me, how much she wants to be with me, how beautiful I am.. Tonight when I walked her to her car we were kissing and all of a sudden we both hear fire ( Read more... )

Soo.. another amazing day with Jill.. lol. I got to her house in Coventry and we played a game of around the world.. i ended up getting blisters on my feet and it hurts really bad.. We jumped in her car and went to scarborough beach. In line to pay to get in she opened her middle console to put something away and she had a pack of ciggs in there ( Read more... )

Soo.. tonight I might be spending the night over at Katy's house in Prov. I'm not sure if auntie's going to let me yet. Her and her family are taking me with them on their day trip up to Connecticut to go Tubing on the river. This is going to be a lot of fun. No one has ever wanted to do all these activities with me it's weird. Newport and now ( Read more... )

Anyways.. I'm sick of people thinking i'm 14 years old.. as much as i think it's funny it's also pretty bad when there's 15 year old boys and sometimes girls flirting with me when i'm 19. i don't mind when i'm 30 and look like i'm 22 cause that would be awesome. but i'm 19 not yet 21 and people still think im 5 years younger than what i am. soo.. i ( Read more... )

All I have to say is that I hate you but at the same time I love you with all of my heart and more.

Anyways.. Britt peirced her tongue today. So we went to rockstar so she could get it done.. While they were in the room kate and i played chess. i haven't played in forever cause no one either likes to play or doesn't know how to play. Shanell look i'm sorry about how you are feeling. And your feelings towards me. you can try to break me and tiff ( Read more... )

things are weird. i'm in lala land

Last night was funny as hell.. but i still am gonna miss craig.. craig is my best guy friend. he's movin to conn tomorrow and i wont' see him for at least 2 weeks then he's going to boot camp to get ready for the army. this is gonna suck really bad.. i already miss him!

Danielle and i are in a lil argument. i dont' like fightin with danielle and this is the first time.. we went on a double date.. her with craig and me with lyndsey.. it went ok.. but then she started going back out with t.j after him cheatin on her that much.. but it's her choice.. it just upsetted me a lil cause craig likes her a lot and would't ( Read more... )

Poisoning a drink ( Read more... )