i guess it's easy to call someone like me a "flaker". it's easy to have no sympathy because that's what i ask for, me and my indecisive mind and my constant penchant for screwing up the good things in my life. that's why im not asking for pity, or compassion, or any ounce of sympathy from anyone who hears my sad tale. suck it up and move forward. ( Read more... )

a good friend once told me that he never speaks unless it is to say something of importance, something of worth. after hearing that, i found reason in my ability to keep my mouth shut. you see, i value silence. it gives you a chance to observe, learn, discover things, so that when you speak, you've heard or seen enough to make a sensible statement ( Read more... )

i think that it's great to have dreams and visions but if you don't get up off your ass, nothing will happen to your dreams. they will literally rot and die and decompose and vanish forever. which is why im so excited that finally the first ever meeting for the ambitious ambition of a negosyo has been set and please Lord sana may maachieve kame ( Read more... )

oh how i've fallen out of the blogging world ( Read more... )

And it's just pure magic how he turns everything into an opportunity to be so damn stupendous.

I'll make this short and sweet, just like how v-day was for me. Whaaat ( Read more... )

For those who haven't heard, Westboro Baptist Church (I can't remember from which state) evangelist Shirley Phelps, together with all its church members, has been causing a humongous ruckus by announcing that they will be holding picket lines at Heath Ledger's funeral. The reason? Because he played a gay role in the movie Brokeback Mountain. It's ( Read more... )

Heath Ledger is dead?!

Read about it: http://seattlepi.nwsource.com/movies/1402ap_obit_ledger.html

In the office, as I was aimlessly wasting away, chatting with Lea (yes, this is what I do in the "office"; at least for now ehe), she directed me to Ala Paredes' blog. What started out as a solution to my boredom (reading about Alicia Keys moments and about her being a barista in Sydney)  turned into a sad discovery. I clicked on one of the links ( Read more... )

it doesn't help.

what you're looking for is probably already being given.
what you're bothered by shouldn't even begin to affect you acutely.
what you're thinking of shouldn't even be in your head.
what you're feeling shouldn't be felt.

its sad and pathetic how crawling back into the cave feels so familiar.