Well...not really sure how I feel. A part of me says it was right, at the same time it seems resoundingly wrong. But I don't know. I guess I'm gonna stick to my decision. I'm just not up to the challenge of a relationship. Sean is amazing but I can't make it work. It may make me seem weak or seem like a quitter...which maybe I am...I just couldnt ( Read more... )

So like many days I'm left here in a haze of confusion and thoughts. Most of the time I'm just confusing myself more than my life is. But it's hard not to question things and wonder why they happen and wonder why you don't do certain things ( Read more... )

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So yeah...I'm kind of in a weird mood. Cassie...you of all people should know why...it's just craziness ( Read more... )

Just a few facts I want to point out ( Read more... )

You are the love that inspires my soul ( Read more... )

Now it seems its all the same ( Read more... )

August 19, 2005 Long time since I've written. Much has happened since. But since its too damn much to write, the past few years must be remembered instead of written. Today Scot went to Ozzfest with Hannah and some friends. I'm staying the night at my mom's house for the first time in about a month then to my aunt's house I go. I'm really gonna ( Read more... )

Slowly fading from light to dark ( Read more... )

Hey everybody ( Read more... )