Is....Just kidding. Yup, I'm updating my journal in the year 2024. Went and saw Thursday on a Sunday with Andrew...it was pretty sick. We got pushed to the front immediatly after Thursday struck thier first note. Verrryy Niiiiice. I caught a mf drumstick my guy. Fake Everytime I die was goodish, Keith looked homeless. Old Cursive was actually ( Read more... )

On my way to her house the other day, I was walking and saw a dog get struck by a car, it was terrible...I was in shock...when i snapped out I got him out of the street and onto the sidewalk. the owner came up shortly after and I brought him into the house. moments went by and he was really shaken up and walking around, even though he and I were ( Read more... )

Last night, was the work Christmas party....and it was ok, it really was, and by it, I really mean letting her go...I understand that for us to be together, she truly needs to want to be with me, and shows that, and the only way for that to happen, is letting her live without me, no matter how hard it is. I hope she comes back one day, before its ( Read more... )

Waking up today was a lot easier than I expected....I'm excited for tomorrow night, but I'm also very uneasy about it....Only time will tell....today, my boss just called me in early so I'm going to to make some money!

It has been years since I've put anything in here, I think I'm going to start using it again...(again!) Its 2016, and I've been doing the same thing at the 99 since I was 20...and I'm now 30....I've broken hearts and I've had my heart broken a couple times...since the last update I have moved out of my appt in Lowell, into a new one with Jenn #2, ( Read more... )

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Its always September that fucks up my relationships. Its like the moment of truth. If we can make it through a September, we will make it. Well guess what, i fucking suck because for some reason every realtinship i gget into, ends in September. My past 3 and most recent ex girlfriend did the honors Sept 15. This warm/cold or hoodie weather always ( Read more... )

Its been four days since I've talked to her...and its killing me inside. From my last entry i said i didn't want a girlfriend, and i didn't, until i met her. I fell in love at first sight, its something ive never felt before. Everything was perfect, we got along very well. Well shit hit the fan and we broke up. Fml. Ill never love again ( Read more... )

So same shit different pile I guess. 25 years old still working for the 99s, still sleeping with servers, still causing drama, still afraid to drive a car but guess what? I stopped smoking AND selling weed! Holllyyy shit I know. I am missing it alot but I feel great. I started right before me and jenn broke up (October 06) and its been 19 days ( Read more... )

Cause of an ex girlfriend....she wasn't too pleased with me I guess we can say that...with my luck she still checks this constantly, and I know this because of all my devotional readers (Brooke).

Nothing too crazy has happened...I kid....been killing it at 99s per usual. Going to foxwoods weekly, and maybe some new girl? Hmm.......

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