insignificant bleeding

Mar 28, 2005 22:26

i cut today. dont ask why. i dont even know why myself. there are so many possibilities why that its too complicated to begin with. maybe because im scared of loosing james. maybe because Garth keeps saying he loves me. maybe because two of my closest friends cut themselves due to boys. i dont know. all i know is that i regret everything. and that ( Read more... )

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dynxsilverwolf March 29 2005, 01:29:03 UTC
We love you we love you we love you. <33 Please don't go away. :(

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munkee_punk March 29 2005, 12:08:20 UTC
im not going to go away. =) i regret what i did, and i dont intend to do it again... <3 okay? ^_^

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dynxsilverwolf March 29 2005, 15:53:26 UTC
Oh good. Yaaay. Ok. :) <3

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xlilwhitefirex March 29 2005, 04:56:03 UTC
lindsay i still fuckin love u and u know that! dont fucking cut over boys there stupid!!! james is stupid garth is stupid.. and i swear if u die ill cry!!!!!!!!!!!! dont cut nomore.. n dont do anything else stupid!!! ima come visit u when im 18 n get the money.. i promise.. but untill then stay alive!!! i love u chicka.. n id cry if i lost u.. ur like one the greatest friends i have!!!

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munkee_punk March 29 2005, 12:19:50 UTC
lol i know i know, and don't worry dipshit, i'll still be alive when you're 18... unless smoking becomes extremely fatal =P lol. thanks for being there. and NO! crying- or my killer spork will turn nasty o_O bwhaha! <3

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xlilwhitefirex March 29 2005, 13:53:44 UTC
ah! *hides* <3 lol

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munkee_punk March 29 2005, 20:03:27 UTC
get on msn you idiot...! x_X

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hi wow_u_suck March 29 2005, 07:28:18 UTC
I'm Lauren, you don't know me, but I found your livejournal by looking at someone else's, I hope you don't mind me posting. I would really like to speak with you about the cutting thing. I know how it is. I used to do it all the time, then I stopped for 5 months, thought I was through and started back up again after I found out one of my all time best friends passed away.

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Re: hi munkee_punk March 29 2005, 12:21:03 UTC
Hey Lauren. Im lindzay as you might have guessed. lol, and no i dont mind you posting at all. . . kinda nice to know people do actually look at my journal.. ^_^ also, yeah sure i'd love to chat sometime with you.. if you have msn that is..? xx <3

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hmm wow_u_suck March 30 2005, 03:21:49 UTC
I do have msn, my thing is caligirl_4132@hotmail.com. I think that the most important thing right now is for you to find a happy outlet. Find something that you really enjoy, surround yourself with people that make you happy and that make you enjoy life. Cut out any bad, and you need to be the change that you want to occur. I'll always be here if you wanna talk, I'm 15 and live in California, but it's all good. If you ever need anything, I'm here, so yeah. This computer is basically my life, I have nothing better to do. That's what happens when you live in a boarding school full of bastards that should perish. Times may be difficult, but everything is what you make it. Since you are having such a hard time right now, don't try and fix everyone else's problems, just focus on yourself, it isn't selfish, it is important. Everything in your life will be negatively affected if you don't take care of yourself now. And every once in a while go out and party, make out with guys you know, just have wild crazy fun. Love yourself

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