GOD DAMMIT!!!

Why is that whenever i make plans with someone, they always fall apart. Fuck it, no more plans. this May, im going home... indefinately.

im not blaming anyone and i understand reasons...
just.... DAMMIT

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This may sound weird, but i think im getting settled into my unsettled life ( Read more... )

so yeah... i only post in here when i have something to vent out that others seem to be too tired of hearing or too busy for me to unload upon them. So here it goes ( Read more... )

Okay, so now that i have digested some and thought about the whole stephen situation... and now that i have talked to paul at length about the situation... i feel better ( Read more... )

As the heading indicates, things with stephen did not go well... they hardly went at all. But alas, i managed to get an answer out of him that he and Erin are now together and i no longer fit into his life ( Read more... )

waiting is torturous....

i think i am losing my resolve

I wonder if i have changed in the past five months.. if im wiser or smarter or just slightly more jaded. it seems to me that so much can change yet i always feel stagnant, like all i do is stand back and watch the world go by...

IM GETTING LAID IN DECEMBER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*Does happy dance*

i feel shrugged off... i guess it was bound to happen, im a boring person to begin with. what does an english lit major have to offer ( Read more... )