ok so i have to take some of it back. even though i tried my hardest to be cynical all day because it was my first day back at dominican, i'm admitting right here and now that i loved it. something about that place... i don't know. i can really be me, i'm so comfortable. and yes, i have shifted groups a bit during the rummel T phase, but you don't ( Read more... )

so i wonder if anyone still uses lj? or reads it? mm o well. i decided to write in this one instead of my myspace blog so less people will read it. i just have to write things down. you know me ( Read more... )

confusion. lost. anger. it's never easy. my happiness has its costs, its consequences. as if this chaos isn't enough, it's time for emotional destruction. again. i have to pick myself back up off the floor. i have to face another day. i need to make the most of what's come of me. i have so much love to offer. i have it saved up, i don't hand it out ( Read more... )

this is exactly what i've been trying to explain. i found it, i didn't write it, but it's amazing how exact it is to my thoughts ( Read more... )

livejournal is slowly dying, which is very upsetting ( Read more... )

i won kelly clarkson tickets.

i won alanis morisette tickets AND studio B tickets. i get to meet her. :)

i'm really really really excited

my day was good. roger and colin came home, and although i didn't see colin, i got to see my one true love, roger. i missed him. we hung out at his house with brigette and stefan for a while. and well, roger and stefan bicker and continuously argue like a married couple but brigette is like my new favorite person, love her ( Read more... )

i love life. cruise was great. work is fun. the end.

i hung out with hailey today, and aja was there too. but i'm glad i hung out with hailey. i missed her, she rocks. < we all need to go to mississippi ( Read more... )

i'm fine i'm fine. screw my last post. i'm better, it's over. i was just really down, but i'm happy now i swear! i love you all

so who's gonna be my hero? who's gonna turn around and be the person to comfort me in my time of need. what hurts me the most is that you thought i would do such a thing on purpose. who's gonna give me what i need because they know i would give it to them whenever they needed it. this is gonna show me how you really feel about me and my friendship ( Read more... )