Erika Laine Cashio, I love you.. you are the most incredible person.. and i love the happy you.. its like just being in the same room with you makes me happy and i just wanted to say i will definately miss you... regardless of what happens to you, there's always something good in your life and well it sets a great example on us to never lose hope completely, even thouygh it may seem sometimes that you have given up, i know you havent. i love you erika, and be strong!! and as for drinking, and ejoying yourself, carpe diem and stop being such hypocritical bastards, your just jealous that you cant get away with the fun that we have :)
awww maria. that makes me want to cry! that's so sweet and i love you sooo much. and i love your happiness. you always seem happy about something and you are one of the few people that can make me laugh even when i am upset. i will never forget you and i could actually see us keeping in touch, we better! but enough of that, we have a whole year n half left and mardi gras coming up! let's make the most of it baby!
Re: EE CUMMINGSmunkiejunkie72January 22 2005, 15:23:20 UTC
ahh def. i love you laine. i do. that was an awesome comment, because it makes me upset when people don't post on my deep ones, and that one wasn't even supposed to be a deep one. and i love typing because i just let my thoughts go crazy and it's like wow, that makes so much sense once it's written. anyway, you're actually coming to get me in 20 minutes to go to lindsays so maybe i should get ready! hah i love you and i agree with your points! they further my explanations! and socrates! = wow i feel very thinky! hahah i loove you (my heart's racing)... here's to all the ee ee's!!! wooohooo
rika. you and me need to talk. tonite was horrible for me i had a really bad day and to top it off matt upset me so much at a party me and a few people i knew were at. besides the point i just read your thing and i have to say i agree with everything you said and it gave me chills---you are so sentimental and you should cherish that...you should never hide your feelings or submit to other people's thoughts. Basically just always be yourself because you are an awesome person. I wish i could be as open as you are and crazy all the time even when i am upset. i really need to learn how to deal with being in a relationship and just learn to be open about how i feel...which right now is like below dirt-----he wanted to smoke pot over hang out with me....i dont care if he smokes seriously i want him to be happy and if that is the only way he can bond with his friends than that is okay with me as long as he isnt doing it every day or every week but like---he chose to smoke over hang out with me (i know i said that twice but i am still in
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aw brooke. i want to talk about it with you. because you need to tell him how you feel, and i know you did, and he knows that you don't like it, but tell him that you like him a lot, and spending time with him is great, so when he didn't want to, you were hurt. and i don't know. i'm sure you could find better words, but i spent so many years being shy. and i hate that, but i was. i was shy and i didn't open up and i kept all my emotions bottled up, because i thought no one cared about me, or enough to care about my problems. i was so wrong, i broke down one time at a retreat about 2 years ago with some of them, and they were like come and talk to us about anything, you know that. and it's so true. i care a lot about you and i really want you to be happy. because we went through some of the same things and share lots of the same characteristics, like how we feel about things, and agree on boys. and i know you would feel so much better if you let some things out to him. i'm not sure where i got all of this confidence from and i have no
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im going to comment, but it will be later, i just spent like 10 min reading all this stuff... and to think this is how i used my break from reading a book....
but to start off my big comment, a lot of what was said above is contradictory....
? how. it all makes sense in my mind and i think most got the just of what i was talking about... plus it's really hard to make things make sense from your brain to your livejournal.
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but to start off my big comment, a lot of what was said above is contradictory....
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