i dont post anymore because i feel like nobody really reads this, but ive got a lot on my plate right now, and i need some venting...so heres life as of late
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aww dude, i'm sorry to hear about your break up. cesar broke up with me out of the blue 4 months ago...and told me it was supposed to be temporary, he needed to figure his shit out, etc. he's basically been mind fucking me for the past 4 months. fun!
it's really tough, but it sounds like you're doing a lot of awesome stuff right now and keeping yourself busy. something that's helped me boost my confidence is just spending a lot of time around friends and friends of friends. meeting new people or looking at yourself through your friend's eyes can really boost your confidence. for instance, i always knew i was funny, but i only thought i was hilarious to cesar. making my friends and new people i meet crack up is the awesomest feeling ever...and i never would have put this much effort into my old and new friendships if i had stayed with cesar.
i'm kinda rambling, but i hope you feel better soon!
thanks girl. it wasnt really out of the blue, and it was mutual, but i just feel kind of screwed over. he told me it would be ok to quit my job to go to school full time, and he'd pay all of the expenses. well, he's still going to help me pay for school, but thats it. i think it really sucks, because he felt that way at the time he agreed to all of this, but didnt say anything. it makes me very angry, but theres nothing i can do about it. :/
i feel the same way about being funny. i dont think i was hilarious to chris, but ive been noticing that people enjoy my company because i make them laugh with my stupid remarks..and it makes me feel pretty good. also, the fact that i can make people feel good about themselves after i do their hair makes me feel pretty darn good too, its just my self image that i struggle with.
i guess i rambled too, haha...but i wish you the best with your situation ♥
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i miss the good old days of LJ!
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it's really tough, but it sounds like you're doing a lot of awesome stuff right now and keeping yourself busy. something that's helped me boost my confidence is just spending a lot of time around friends and friends of friends. meeting new people or looking at yourself through your friend's eyes can really boost your confidence. for instance, i always knew i was funny, but i only thought i was hilarious to cesar. making my friends and new people i meet crack up is the awesomest feeling ever...and i never would have put this much effort into my old and new friendships if i had stayed with cesar.
i'm kinda rambling, but i hope you feel better soon!
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i feel the same way about being funny. i dont think i was hilarious to chris, but ive been noticing that people enjoy my company because i make them laugh with my stupid remarks..and it makes me feel pretty good. also, the fact that i can make people feel good about themselves after i do their hair makes me feel pretty darn good too, its just my self image that i struggle with.
i guess i rambled too, haha...but i wish you the best with your situation ♥
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