Livejournal is so different now. Still single 6 1/2 years now. I'm glad this is still here tho. I know last time I looked through it, I cringed pretty hard. Oddly enough, I may start using this as a place to vent. I'm in therapy now, after all these years. It's helping.

Ten days after my last entry, I was broke up with. I was so stupid happy then... When I made that entry. I've been single for 2 years and 3 months.

This journal is filled with some of my most depressing times.

Well here's some good news, I'm in my first long term relationship since 08 and I'm happier than I've ever been. Take that depressing ass LJ!

seriously contemplating quitting my job after 3 shifts. my rent is due in 10 days. If can can hold out for 2 weeks at least I could pay rent. dammit Im depressed. I feel like such a waste of life. I have to leave in 30 minutes and Im still in pajamas. ugggghhh.... why me

Last night I dreamed about being on trains ( Read more... )

Hi Livejournal. We've been together a really long time, and I've enjoyed that time together... I don't think Ill ever fully quit you. We've got too long a history, but I've been cheating on you with Tumblr. Its easier to use, and I love reblogging pictures, plus your a ghost town.

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I can't quit you.

I miss when ol LJ was cool.

Boy Howdy, its been a while.

I guess I should explain. The internet has been distilled down into one website. Its called "Facebook" what a shame right? My Google Brand Phone uses it for a damn phone-book. I miss the old internet. Now its AOL 2.X

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here, that is some happy I found on the internet this week. at least Japan is still being crazy, and ( Read more... )

I guess after as many years as I spent typing in this journal, saying how unhappy I was, I had to quit. The negativity was bothering others and bothering me actually. The truth is, though I never rid my life of the negativity. The feelings of worthlesness just get pushed back... but every once in a while it comes to a head and I just cant take it ( Read more... )

Twitter has been down all day as far as I can tell you LJ you get the goods ( Read more... )