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I won't apologize
Somehow I guess I never thought I'd be here again. Feeling like this. If I angst I don't give a fuck because I feel entitled to at least that much.
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Mean
Darn...I guess I've been too mean lately, especially to someone who ought to matter, and for that I feel really bad. Phew. And I guess I'd deserve that knife in the jugular while I sleep. But I will squirt blood in your eye, so don't think I'm going down without at least some temporary blindness on your part ( Read more... ) -
Dark
Well she Raventear showed up. And I didn't mean to, but she kinda has an important role now. And more than ever it looks like it'll never be done. Keh. Y'know, it's really silly, but I don't like being mad at my characters. I'd rather like them and not mind them being the kind of people I would be friends with if they were real. I don't like making ( Read more... ) -
dead
Reviving what ought remain dead is a surprising talent of mine. But really, maybe nothing ever dies. The world just recycles all the same stuff over and over again. But if I keep doing this, will it become stronger or diluted? Who knows? It's difficult for me to have original thoughts these days ( Read more... ) -
love
Telling someone you love them is seriously like standing on the edge of a cliff. On one hand you're up real high, but on the other you have quite a ways to fall. You get nervous with your heart pounding and hands shaking just the same, and there is a terrible feeling of doubt as well. But I got lucky, I guess. I thought I was going to fall ( Read more... ) -
chht. What now?
I did what I had to. I'm free now. Fucking feels great. -
I haven't posted in a LONG time
I pretty much only post when I'm at my Nan's, which is--what?--twice a year? Maybe? Oh, I got internet at my house. But I doubt that means I'll be posting much anyways ( Read more... ) -
back here agian
Well I'm at my Nan's again. I should post something because I can, but nothing's coming. Well...maybe that I finished this story that I may or may not have mentioned earlier. It's unofficially titled "With Eyes That Shine in Darkness" but maybe not because the abbreviated version is WETSiD. (and that just sounds weird) I started this other thing ( Read more... ) -
OMG: I'm an idiot!
Ah... as the title suggests, well really more like says outright, I am an idiot. I found on my grandma's compy some old-ass stuff from 7th and 8th grade. As in, the Dragonsphere and Fallen Phoenix shit. Oh. Mah. Gawd. It is so-o-o old! I guess I have the original handwritten work in my room somewhere, but discovering that there exists a typed and ( Read more... )