It was just yesterday, we were joking around about how my best friend was gonna get put on probation just like all the rest of us ( Read more... )

People are idiots.
I need a job.

I REALLY need a boyfriend right now.
I'm finally ready for one, just to most guys i'm not "girlfriend matieral"
Whatever, i'll find someone, i'm just praying it'll be a guy my friends approve of, because they are some tough fucking critics. And being attractive is a much need plus aswell. Help me out people. :]

Rehab is kind of fun ( Read more... )

I don't want to say everything will be alright.
I don't want to say time heals.
But in certain circumstances everything does happen for a reason, and nothing is meant to be.
Our lives are led through the things we do and say, god has no part in it.

My life has turned into a fucking roller coaster, all my dreams are coming true, yet i still have an emptiness inside me that wont go away. It's a tripp. all i wanted was for him to be happy, and now he is... but he needs a girl to bring him joy. i want him to find it on his own.

I am aware of the fact that people get angry.
I am aware of the fact that people hurt.
But when all else fails and dies..
I am aware that love heals, and to lose of friendship is to lose the life you thought you enjoyed.
I'm keeping strong and nothing
will hold me back.
NOT EVEN YOU.
Move bitch, get out the way.
HAAAHHAAA.

I never understood the meaning of true happiness.
It's so real real and so honest and i'll kill anyone that tries to eliminate it.
I'm over the heartache and the drama. It's time to live now.
I finally get the chance to be free.
I'm so proud of everything he is and does.
NOTHING CAN STOP US.
I'm glad i never gave up.

I'm stunned.
:]

I hate being confused.
This guy gives me mixed signals too much.
fuck.
i wanna know how he really feels.
open the fuck up.