I'm running out of time.
STRESSSSFUL!!!
oh wellll.

there is something that attaches me to him and makes me depend on him.
if i could i would spend every waking second next to him.
i guess thats what love does to you.
it seriously fucks you over and drives you crazy.
i hate it, but i do love him.
it sucks when he doesn't call me.
i wish he would.

i am EXTREMELY upset.
fuck. i wish i knew what to do.
i need a line.

GUYS ARE ASSHOLES.

I hope today goes well, i can only think about him.
i love him, no matter what.
nothing will change my mind.

If this is kept up, i'll finally be happy again for the first time in about... four years ( Read more... )

I am excited for today. hope it goes well. :]

It sucks when you have to keep yourself from having a panic attack.
its scary and gay. like Jeffree star.

It can only get better from here.

If the agreement works out.. ill be the happiest person on earth.
If it doesn't..... im screwed.
the tension!!!!!