I love Jon alot. He does so many things right. Why is it that when he does something wrong he has to do it terribly? It can't just be a little thing, it has to be this huge thing that ruins my whole week ( Read more... )

I've waited 6 years for an answer. I've kicked myself over even caring. And then you get drunk. . .you drunk dial. What's the first thing you hear over the other end? Not the voicemail you expected. It's that answer. That answer to that question you had given up on finding. Holy whatever ( Read more... )

I can, after all, see with my eyes. Though I am never used to being a bad guy, I would never take actions which constitute such a label, I am often cast into this roll by some unfortunate turn or another. So, when I say that when I write in secret I do keep it secret. . .but hear me that I am not doing so now. It is perhaps in spite of my desire to ( Read more... )

I wrote you a letter.

In the daylight, I should not send it. Maybe I'll just put it on here, and if you're meant to find it. . .you're meant to find it.

I suppose today warrants a post over here ( Read more... )

I can't tell you how sad it makes me that in this world there are two of me. Even as I change my name I feel the words leave lightly. Easier than they ever could with me being myself. Well, the self that I want the world to see. Which one's realer? Who knows ( Read more... )

there is something very wrong in my head and it's not something i can fix. i've tried but i'm tired. no one wants to seem to help me. i've asked but have been given the axe. everyone seems to think that i'm supposed to help myself, figure it out on my own etc etc etc. i can barely think in sentences right now. no one seems to realize i'm dead ( Read more... )

...everything is AWESOME. I decided to update this in case anyone sees it and give a heads up that I'm not dead or anything. I got a job as the Reptile Specialist at PetCo and my boyfriend is hot for my ass. What more could I ask for? I can think of a few things...

I've decided that I don't feel like hanging out. I need a sabatical or something. I mean, I'm just not in the mood for it. Things were bad enough but now that I'm not even on speaking terms with who I guess is now my ex-boyfriend. I don't like that. It was a stupid fight and it was his fault. But it's not fair that I'm on this punishment/reward ( Read more... )