okay so i am writing in my journal at 4 am. I am a little drunk. I tried to write something else but it was too long of a word. ummm. this weekend i played poker like usual and it was a little less dramatic than less weekend. To put it in a nice way, it was BORING! except the part where i wake up sat morning with my leg hurting and then come to ( Read more... )

Wow this past weekend was crazy. Friday night was poker night and I did okay. i left with a little more than when i started. It was me, my neighbors (jason and Chris), tabi, lizzy, jenny, heather, and then a couple other people. It was crazy. There were so many people that the table was packed. It was really different from playing with just three ( Read more... )

I haven't written in a while. Still doing the same old stuff. Working during the week and playing poker on the weekends. Oh how much I love poker. But u all know that. I will probably wont play this weekend. I am going down state with my dad and sister to go see the Auto show. We went a couple years ago and it was fun. I am trying to find another ( Read more... )

Okay so last night i was writing in my journal and then all of the sudden my power goes out. and then it comes back on, then it goes out, then it comes back on, and then it goes back out. it did that about oh say about 8 TIMES!!! i was getting so pissed. i was about to scream. i was trying to talk to friends on the IM and then just when i thought ( Read more... )

I am really hating my job, I hate school, and i have no money. I know that i am not the only one who feels this way. right now i am not doing as well i could be doing in my classes. my job really sucks. I dont get any hours and i dont get paid at all. this month alone i paid over 500 dollars for bills. this sucks!!!!!!!!!! oh and i need to find a ( Read more... )

dont u just love when u make plans with someone far in advance and then a couple days before they say they didnt know about it. i just love that. not really. i actully really really hate that. u make plans in advance and then they break it up at the last minute. uggggggg. i am so mad right now.

So yeah. I am just sitting here in my room watching the red wings. they were winning 4 to 1 and now it is 4-3. i still know that they will win. I went to a benzie football game tonight. i was cheering for the other team to win. it was fun. me and brittany had a lot of fun making fun of people. all the ghetto people at benzie. we saw the cutest ( Read more... )

People think they know me but they have no idea. no idea at all. when i drink a lil i like to act like i have had a lot more. just because i like the attention. except when i havent had that many and people assume that i am drunk and they.... i dont know how to explain it. they tell there friends that i dont know what i am talking about or ask me ( Read more... )

Lets see. i tried to change my journal and change the font but i guess it didnt work. i guess i will have to try again or have jenna come over and show me. right jenna? hehe. school still sucks. sign language is really hard. just when i think i have the signs down we have a partner sign to us and i blank. they have to show me like 3 times. it is ( Read more... )

drinking helps u think about things some more. or maybe it is drinking and then watching a reality show. i dont know. i guess i am the only one who drinks on a school night. only b/c i am in college. still. only b/c i am dumb and have not graduated college yet. no one will be able to convince me that i am not dumb. no matter how much they beat the ( Read more... )