so school has been going pretty good. i met this guy named tim in my sign lang class. he is cute. we like to make fun of the teacher. only because she tells us not to sound out when we sign but she does the same thing when she is signing. and she makes these noises when she signs kinda sounds like popping noises and it annoys the hell out of me. he ( Read more... )

well summer is over with. i was sad at first but then on the last day i just wanted it to be over with. the summer was alright. last year was a lot better. i think this summer there were just too many people that pissed me off. people that were nice to my face but then got all bitchy when i turned my back. i hate people like that. and i hate people ( Read more... )

Lately my updates have been sad. i am not a sad person. i dont think. i just get emotional sometimes. and that is when i have been writing. but tonight is different. work has been going good. the last few days have been boring because it has been so cold. tomorrow will be the same. the slides arent open and the kitchen will be slow. a good friend ( Read more... )

Why do people cry? Does there always have to be a reason? Or can a person just cry for no reason?

I have been feeling a little lonely lately. It seems like everyone has someone or has someone that likes them. i have no one. i am used to that but i guess i am just going through a phase. i do that sometimes. i just want to cry. i have a couple of times. there has only been one guy in my life that has acually like me and i dumped him. i dont know ( Read more... )

I havent really written in a while. at least nothing that makes sense. and tonight might be the same. I have just been working. poker on the side and drinking. but that is nothing new. i have been feeling something else though. nothing that anyone i know can realte too so i guess that i wont type it out. i just dont understand why i am the way that ( Read more... )

I am starting to get sick of all the lilttle high schhol shit happening at my job. "People" are using little kid techniques to "get back" at other people just to make themselves feel better. u know what i say. GET OVER YOURSELF. MOVE ON!!! you are old enough to act like an adult and move on. u r acting like a child and i am so sick of it. ( Read more... )

Okay so i havent written in a while. nothing really new with me. I am down to one day a month at glens and fun country has started. my family has finally put a bathroom down stairs so i dont have to run all the way up there to go to the bathroom or as my family keeps teasing me i wont have to run all the way up stairs to get sick when i come home ( Read more... )

So yeah. i havent written in a while but that is because nothing has really happened to me. i still lead the same boringlife as usual. i still work at glens and i still hate my job. story of everyones life right? yeah. so...... this weekend i am going to be in a paintball compitition. fun fun. i am hoping i win the whole thing. i hate losing. it ( Read more... )

Do you know what i hate? i hate when people say they r going to call or show up and they do neither. I HATE THAT!!!!People have been doing that to me lately and i am so fed up with it. i was supposed to hang out with someone tonight and i called her and even showed up at her house and she was not there. i am so fu**ing pissed right now. nobody even ( Read more... )