i have only 2 new years resolutions...straight a's and a 6 pack ( Read more... )

about myself ( Read more... )

life plunges you into a state of such utter darkness that it's hard to believe any interaction with another human being is at all worth while. there is a part of me that thinks my current state of mind is hypocritical but the smarter, less moral part of me knows that a) it's not and b) even if it is, part of adulthood is discovering that hypocrisy ( Read more... )

well - i totally could have hooked up with this chick last night but the whole time she was trying to get her hands on me all i could think of was my friend rena. seriously i was totally aware the whole time that i should probably be at least interested in the girl that was right there but i wasn't at all and ended up totally blowing her off and ( Read more... )

roller derby is the best thing ever. as stupid as it initially sounded, watching a bunch off women skating round a ring and knocking each other on their asses at high speed while i drink beer and yell is actually totally awesome. when i told one of my friends i was going he was like "yeah, it's totally awesome - women, beer and violence!" how did i ( Read more... )

despite lj deleting my last blog without posting it i am pretty happy right now ( Read more... )

which i don't appreciate. i'm not doing as well at college this semester which is pissing me off but i just don't seem to have the focus i've had in the last couple. the world seems full of other issues right now. i think the biggest realization i have come to as of late is that i like fictional characters far more than actual people. understanding ( Read more... )

part of the problem of having any kind of customer service job where you have to be fake to people all the time is that there comes a point in dealing with people, both within your job and without, where you can't really tell if you're being fake or not. thankfully it is now only a part time affair because i think i would actually have to kill ( Read more... )

today some guy at the gym told me that i looked like i'd bulked up since last time we spoke. not only gay but weird given i still look like a pencil as far as i can tell ( Read more... )

well. my newest lj friend has introduced me to the concept of lady love handles. not an expression i have heard before but obviously one that does not take a lot of intellectual prowess to figure out. confusing somewhat coming from her because the only picture i have seen of her showed no evidence of said handles at all. once again i am starting to ( Read more... )