Sometimes life really does suck. Being deemed unworthy of words due to ink on paper.

My girlfriend and I just submitted out applications to JET. Let's hope we make it!

Ginny's mother passed away today following a stroke. I'm dying because she's dying. It breaks my heart to see her so hurt and know there's nothing I can to help her or make her feel better. Her mother was sick, but this was very sudden. It's so incredibly heart breaking, and all I want to do is some how find a way to make her feel better, at ( Read more... )

I feel like I'm starting to fall apart.

I'm super excited to start working for the census bureau. I have my orientation on Thursday, then begin training the following Monday. It pays twice as much as the bakery did, and even though it's temporary it's worth it. I hope this leads to a full time job. I would be so beyond happy if it did.

For those of you who care and do not know I have recently joined the work force. I am now working in a French passtierie selling fancy pastries to fancy people. This job isn't the most interesting job ever, but it is certainly helping me out financially. I also have part time work checking an unpublished American history book for historical ( Read more... )

1. The love of my life ( Read more... )

when I'm not happy I don't sleep, I've been up for more than 24 hours now =/

I haven't posted in a long time, but I thought this dream was important enough to merit a post. I dreamt that I had a chance to go back to the start of college and do things all over again. The I would know everything I know now, all knowledge of languages, future events, etc. I that moment I felt supremely confident that I could put myself in ( Read more... )

ok so it's pretty late right now, but i'm watching this program called mystery diagnosis on the discovery channel and i'm totally freaked out. Here's why, there is this girl who has this mystery disease where she just falls asleep and wants to sleep continually. She said she had trouble getting up for food, or drinking or anything. I have ( Read more... )