writing on livejournal always makes me feel better. i was so sure this is what i wanted. the past couple of years have been nonstop change and not enough time to think about it all as it's happening. i've lost touch with so many people, who at certain points in my life, i was so sure i'd know forever, and that speaks volumes.

"we drown our doubts, in fine champagne, and sooth our souls with fine cocaine. i don't know why i even care. we get so high + get nowhere."
-lady gaga via twitter

the years go by faster and faster. one thing's for sure, shit hasn't changed. our country's still at war and there's really no end in near sight. aside from a political perspective we're still raging, doing what we want, and hoping for better. i can't remember what my new year's resolution was last year, it probably wasn't that important: it's ( Read more... )

I'm way too complacent these days and not in a good way. In a sense I'm kind of bored. I want something new and exciting. I'm planning getaways. I guess that means more work but in the end it's going to be worth it. All i want to do is listen to music and plan for the future.

feeling the past moving in
Letting a new day begin
Hold to the time that you know
You don't have to move on or let go

i hate giving so much and feeling like i'm not getting enough back. the return is disappointing. is it worth it?

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next weekend i am packing my purple duffel and heading to my best friend's house, yes, her very own house. it's crazy to think about how far we've all come. i was talking to my friend danielle the other day and she told me she was PREGNANT, and keeping it!!! i am so happy for her. it's awesome, mind boggling, and refreshing all at the same time. i ( Read more... )

you know it's the dawn of a new era when michael jackson dies. r.i.p <333

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