Fear. It is the cause of everything. Why I couldn't do things before, why I'm stuck now. I'm so fucking passive in my own life and it's because of fear. I need to figure out a way to shut it out. Break out of my comfort zone. Piss some people off. I think it's going to be hard, but I have some ideas about how to start ( Read more... )

I think around this time last year I did a post where I just put up lyrics from songs that were particularly relevant in my life, some of which were directed to and/or about specific people (or not). Doing it again now, because I feel a little out of touch with the innermost stuff right now.

*And if you want me, you'd better speak up, I won't wait. ( Read more... )

I was so excited when I found the door. Funny, it was the door to the very library that wouldn't give me a card ( Read more... )

I am having a lot of fun in England. I only write about the bad stuff here because no one here knows about this journal. I have a much more complete version of everything at www.mkinoxford.blogspot.com. I promise everything is much better than my most recent posts might make you believe.

So, since it is 2:45 am here, and I must get up for lecture ( Read more... )

I know I've been saying the same things since...fucking September or whatever, but here I am saying it again. I'm done with the shit. Things happen, and I need to go out and make something happen in my own life and get the fuck out of everything else that drags me down. I want to dance around to Bob Marley and find something new.

Life is elsewhere ( Read more... )

I want to say all of these things to a variety of people. Oh, for the eloquence of others ( Read more... )

So I saw Across the Universe this weekend. May I just say, I wish I lived in a world where people sang Beatles' songs all the time. I think I'll go see it again soon ( Read more... )

I wish my ipod had a remote. That would be great ( Read more... )

So I'm slowly getting there. Actually, I'm a lot farther along than anyone ever thought I would be. All the...stuff...that was there before is going away, leaving me with just me again. Except now, just me isn't as bad as I thought it was ( Read more... )

I got a Moleskine notebook. I've wanted one for a while ( Read more... )