today at work was horrible. it made me realize i do not want to work there for much longer. i need a change in my life. i need something different. i miss being spontaneous and crazy. i guess thats what happens when you get older. with more bills and responsibilities comes the fact i can't just runaway from my problems and just get up and go ( Read more... )

I haven't written in this mofo for like 3 years. I have had a lot on my mind lately though so I thought i'd come back. I'm confused and depressed about life. I'm almost 25 years old and i'm making twelve dollars an hour at a movie theater in a lower management position and 6 months college under my belt but with no transferable credits. The only ( Read more... )

found 25 bucks ushering,but had to split it. got 9. found a bag of unopened potatoe chips haha. got some free rice from chillis. bought a block of cheese. & delicious crackers. did almost half of the regal order like a tough guy...i think im starting to finnaly feel some muscles...would have helped finish the rest but i have too many hours ( Read more... )

so my life is just WOAH right now. the past 3 or 4 months have been effing crazy.

i broke up with josh,lived on my own for a few months,fell in love with the boy ive had a mega crush on forever,got mega trashed a million times,drank at a bar,tryed cheesy bites pizza from pizza hut,got 2 free iced coffees,made new friends and enemies,got arrested and ( Read more... )

everything was bad,then everything was good. now everything is bad again. and i don't know where i am going...and what is going to happen ( Read more... )

[i've decided]
i wanna start a new life,where no one knows my name.

its so cold. in my apartment. outside. and just out there in the world is general ( Read more... )

my life is pretty effing awesome right now ( Read more... )

sleeping alone sucks.

don't know what to do;
don't know where to go.
don't know what you want from me.
or if you really want me to go.