Shit,

I haven't updated this thing in over four years!  Reading past entries make me cringe, each page a haunting reminder that: I was once an utter boor; my words did not mobilize  -- never did I act or improve or achieve -- at all ; and my past insecurities remain current ones.  I'd say the only refreshing thing about my archive is that an honest ( Read more... )

They were gonna meet ( Read more... )

If you were a pill, I'd take a handful at my will - and I'd knock you back with something sweet and strong.

"I support the culture of life." - George W. Bush

Whatever the hell that means! It's so superfluous! Life is an intrinsic part of culture!!!

And my motto, stack rocks like Colorado.

And it's hard to come to grips with you. I don't know how to tell you, but I'm sure you know. It's not how it used to be, half a year ago. But I'm not skilled at these things, and I hope that you read this and understand how I feel. And realize what has to happen, so you can have a realization too. And eventually I'll have another one ( Read more... )

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Heart aches. On your wedding day. Double takes -- when you look my way.

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....we're going the distance, while growing distant....

such an unfortunate fate.