I feel so far away from some of my best friends. I hardly see Infinite anymore. Noc is doing her own thing with Zimmator, the boyfriend who hates me. AJ and Pope are never available. Cartman is older and doesn't seem interested in having younger friends right now. Poppit is always working or with douchebag friends. I feel alone. I know I'm not a ( Read more... )

I saw two movies in theatres this weekend, The Good Shepherd and Children of Men. Both were well made pieces of cinema, kind of long, and mildy depressing. Had a LOT of Japanese food (eel is yummy!) and slept over at my boy's place. I notice that by being in love with him, a few other friends of mine feel open and comfortable with finally telling ( Read more... )

If I have to hear "When I was your age..." one more time, I am going to kill someone ( Read more... )

I have memories running through my head. The dreamy waves of sleeping by the window under a sun soaked morning. My family so tucked in their beds. I was only 8 but I felt the world was a playground for everyone to share ( Read more... )

I was listening to Simon & Garfunkle, the tune played so perfectly in my ears. "I can hear the soft breathing of the girl that I love, as she lies here beside me..." who doesn't melt listening to that ( Read more... )

I want coffee and pie. I think I'll go see some old friends this weekend and get some coffee and pie. I haven't seen my buddy Noc for a while, or Cartman. I believe it'd be better to do something fun and out of the ordinary with old friends. It's funny how much people change, when I saw Cartman recently I couldn't believe it was the same girl I'd ( Read more... )

He makes me want him. I really want him. I feel like next time I see him I'm going to go insane and start ripping off his clothes and ravashing him right there. He is the sexiest boy I've ever seen. My SG. My baby. My boy toy ( Read more... )

I don't know the right words to say, how to put together everything it requires ( Read more... )

My Mom is convinced as soon as she releases me into the real world I will die or something. Of course, it's not like I lived in New York City on my own when I was 15. She keeps doing things to try and illustrate the point of how I am going to, very soon, crash and burn without her brilliant parental guidance. For example, my beck was hurting, and I ( Read more... )

I spent last night at SG's house, and I'm staying again tonight. It's so good to be with him all night long. Last night we made love and just collapsed onto each other, sleeping until 4 in the morning, then we woke up to make love again ( Read more... )